Deaddddd Bloggggg.

shall revive my blog again. shounldn't let her 'destroy' my life....
nothing much happen... really wish that you had said it straight into my face instead of avoiding me....
its just weird for now, but will get use to it as time pass.....
just dont get hurt!!!!! you get what i mean....
shall start posting again tomorrow(:
all the best to me during the holidays!!!!!
how am i going to surviive thisssss....
but i will de! must have faith in myself^^

(thats not what I mean, dont get the wrong idea)

I'm the 1 who keep thinking of you, and I cun put it down yet... I dont want you to get the wrong meaning sia...

What's Love?

Made a decision just now, not long ago. Loving someone isn't about wanting to make her mine, but give her the happiness or let her be happy in a way or another. When I see you sad, i'm sad too. See that you are happy, at least I know that you are not sad. When see that you are troubled, I will be thinking of what ice happened, and will be thinking of ways to make you happy or cheer you up a little. When you are chirpy, smiling and laughing, at least I know that you are not troubled. Maybe i'm just not your mr right guy and he may be the better person to be, instead of me. Though I sent you that sms, my feelings for you won't change abit. I will continue the journey of waiting, maybe its a wait of no end, but to me, I believe that true love can make anything possible.

Very long never sms with you already, still can't figure out what had caused all these, but you promise that you will give me an explaination, so I will wait it. I will wait, wait for you to accept me no matter how long it takes, and hope that my sincerity will melt your heart.

MYE Results All Out Liao

hahaha. debriefs finally all over lo. but going to have normal lessons on thursday and friday and next monday and next tuesday and next wednesday and next thursday. but thursday until 9.50am only, so still not that bad(: kay, results time. did kind of badly for mye, sian to the max. my marks got a lot of gaps de lor. range can reach to a max of 20marks a min of 5marks. LOL. failed 2 subjects, English and Chinese. both D7. now math, E math got A1, A math got B4. now sciences, Biology got C6, Physics got A2, Chemistry got A1. Last 1, combine humanity, SS + Elective Geography got C6 :D i passed sia!!!!! hahaha. then L1R5 i tink will get around 21!!!!!! sian diao liao..... but i can do nothing now what, need to wait untiul EOY or next test then can try again. by the way, 2 days of debriefs all sit on the floor, butt pain sioa :x and pant damn dirty....

MYE Finally Over Lo~~~~~~~

yesterday mark the end of my 2 weeks of torture. lol. kind off have mixed feelings. happy cause don't need to mug anymore for the time being, then can go out and play until very shuang! hahaha. then sad on the other hand cause things haven't ben going well in my relation stuffs. lol. if its mine, then it will be mine, if its not i will try my best, but have to bow down to fate if its really not going to be mine. time will tell and prove everything, whether my love for you is true anot. back to topic. hahaha. went pool-ing yesterday with J and V! hahaha. both are pro-s sia, then i realise i veh noob ): ): ): nevermind, should go train more in future. hahaha. actually the plan is to go grand ling lan, but in the end, all the lan-s are crowded in then end, 3 of us cab to katong shopping complex :D and the lan there is totally nobody de =.= waste time go grand link for wad! cheh. then nothing le lor. never text much too. haha.... but i know the reason lar, so must find chance to talk to her whenever there is a chance.

I Guess This Is The Only Way I Can Tell You How I Feeling

Today is a super screwed day for me. We net but we never chat. We wave but we never say bye. And sorry for irritating you this morning when you are trying hard to memorise physics. Is it someone had started gossip about both of us? And you want the gossip to stop, that's why don't want to talk to me in school? Tell of any reason and I will accept it. Cause I just want to know whether you have a reason behind this this I also don't how to say, it's not cold shoulder, it's not dao. Aiya I don't know what is it called, just hope that you will tell me the reason... I keep telling myself that I won't give up in jio-ing you, and I won't. I'm willing to sacrifice anything. Don't make me cry...

What Am I Thinking Now? Got A Lot Of Things Want To Tell Her...

Third day already... I use to like weekends and holidays, but they are not called weekends and holidays if i'm alone, not chatting with you using any communication device. Lol... Sian to the max this weekend. Should be mugging now, but just can't find the mood to mug sia. Thinking of issues, thinking of what had cause the change and what has gotten into me. Very long don't have that feeling le, but got it recently again. That type of got troubles but can't tell to the one whom I love. Haha... Is it weird to see a boy typing this? I hope not. Lol! I just really hope that the new month come and sms will renew soon!!!! Jiayou Jiayou in your mugging! Good luck to all who are having exams! Hahaha. Missing you now, this very moment... ): ): ):

Yesterday Super Sianxzxz Day And Today Is Going To Be A Super Duper Uber Sianxzxz Day! FML!

Sian sia... What can I do to secure the heart of a girl? I think i'm a failure by the way. Sms-ed her yesterday then she didn't really reply me, sad and sad to the max lah! Don't know what had happened on the friday, but things just change so suddenly from my perspective. She's like kind of cold towards me ley, but I think i'm just too sensitive. Yeap, i'm too sensitive. Hahaha. Nothing had change. Maybe I not enough sleep then think too much liao. Lol! Kay that's all. Hahaha. Z : My feeling for you won't change. I will wait for the day which you will accept me to come. Love you always. And I don't mind waiting, just hope that I can be with the girl I really like.

It's Been A Week Since I Last Post

A week of examination. Going to get very low for my A math and social studies. Sian sia. Then I can't text much with her. Though I don't know what you are confused about, but I really want to know what are the stuffs, share with me can? At least let me share your burden or your troubles. See you troubled and confuse, I feel on better too. But no matter what happens I will always be there for you. Whether you need me anot, I will still be there, i'm not going to leave you alone no matter what happens. My priority that I want you to be happy, if you are happy, I will be happy too. So yea(: Z, my feeling for you will never fade, but will increase as days past. Love you lots lots lots

OMG! Its MYE! O: Hahaha.

had my first paper yesterday, then its kid of not that difficult, its only i think i srewed up the free writing section. anyway, its over already, why bother to feel sad over it, its just a paper that i had took yesterday. lol. went home with Z, then on the bus saw small ANTS!!!! the bus very ditry!! then both of us change seats, in the end, our new seat also have some ants crawling at the window :x hahaha. went subway to watch WT and KX eating, 2 sup-er bright light bulb is beside them at that point of time. hahaha. went home after that lor, wanted to accompany her to wait for bus but she don't want me to wait ): ): ): reach home, nother do, then at night start comp-ing~ LOL. then today is here. wake up at around 7+am, nearing to 8am, go brush my teeth, eat my breakfast and watch okto! at 9.30am, went to wacth doraemon!!! kay, its lame. then watch teevee all the way until 11+am, started mugging chinese, wrote out all those words that had huan4 yu3 pin1 yin1, and wrote out all the cheng2 yu3 too. so started mugging!!!!!!! sort of mug finish le, just need to look through again on monday and during recess on tuesday. tomorrow have to mug egeog! sian sia!!!!!! memorise all those rivers and coast, measures taken, and still need know how to answer LORMS question which is like 8marks, then 2 LORMS question is equals to 16marks, which is the mark for 1/3 of the paper, sia rite!!!!!! hope i can do well for MYE this year! hahaha.
Z : no matter what happens, rival or not, nothing is going to change, i still love u, will continue to jio you.