Chalet Was Fun To The Max!

Chalet was interesting! We went to shop for groceries at giant, near tampines. Then brought back a lot of memories, sweet and bitter, happy and sad. But will get over real soon, I hope.. Then brought beer! My first time buying beer. Lol! It got an interesting process! Hahaha. The person ask me for passion card instead of an identification card! Funny to the max! Then went to chalet, stephen treat the cab! Whoo~ Hahaha. Then reach there, wait for people, go to the beach and play. Then have bbq. Had a taste of beer for my first time. Its bitter, but can drown away all sorrows, I guess. Then saw mrs tay! Mr tay call us to call him adam, the reason behind it is he don't want people to know that he is a teacher. Lol! So his wife is eve! Hahaha.

FML!!!!!!!!!!

thats it le. lose another friend... sian diao...
should i wait? any opinions form my friends?
or should i carry on with life?
i want to wait, but afraid of getting hurt...
what a coward am i right?
i totally agree with those who thinks like this
but what can i do....
she's with him now i guess...

IMUN At ACS(I)

wah today went to acs for some event, like debating. hahaha. guess what. for the first session, i totally never talk at all. first time so long that i had nt speak a single word for that long. impressive right? xD all the way untill second half then i start talking. if i still dont talk, the chairman will pin-point me to speak, dont want that to happen. LOL. met up with K at Outram Park, and met the rest at dover mrt and keith was late =.= and he is the one who suggestd to reach that early and he is late. cheh. told bus to acs, then later got opening ceremony, listen to a straits times journalist speak, and almost fell asleep, but didnt(: hahaha. after that, went to different rooms to to start 'debating' all the way until lunch time which is around 12+pm. the food still not that bad, hahaha, got fish, chicken, prawn, egg tarts, rice, bee hoon etc. 1pm sharp go back for more 'debate' zzz. got brake again! 10mins long, and a relieve for me to get out of the 'debating' room. LOL. then after that, 'DEBATING' again!!!!!!!!!!! all the way untill 5pm. hahaha. then go home lo~~~ WHOOOOO~~~~~ hahaha. went to the mrt together with chung cheng people. took mrt together. quite tiring but fun but nervous toooooo. LOL. excited about wednesday!!!!!!!! ~^^~

best joke of the day :
*JW leaning on the mrt door*
i will tell you that the mrt door is opened after you fall
*10mins later*
ehhhh, the door is opening now, you better dont lean le
his reply,"really meh? but the door infront of me state that its opening that side"

What KPOP Means To Me

kpop = my heart medicine
got in contact with kpop when i'm with you. hope that after listening to kpop songs, i wont miss you that much, but it went wrong. instead of nt missing you that much, i miss you even more. haha...

Miss Her All Of A Sudden..........

shall go listen to KPOP, hahaha. to not miss her that much.
LOLOLOL
Bored Day :(((((((((((((((((

Changes In Life, Changes To My Personality, Changes To Everything!

people may say that i am BHB, yea, BHB is the term i can use. people may say that i'm BHB after seeing this, i hope that i had change for the better... or maybe i asnt change abit from the first time we met? i'm still playboy to you? like the first nick you gave me when we met? we only believe our eyes right? and ears? actions are what we can choose to show or not to show, and we can choose whether to do something or not to do something, but from what you heard and saw, i rally didnt change abit? but i did... maybe from the perspective of my friend, u say i never change abit, but i did all those just out of anger and sadness... there's no anger in menow, there's only sadness... playboy is what i gave you the first impression of me, and first impression means a lot, its hard for me to change that first impression i had given you 5mths back... but i'm willing to stay my changed self forever, and i will not return to my old ways, to prove that i had changed and for the benefits of myself, i dont wnat to be called a playboy anymore, neither will i wna to be called a flirt anymore, i want to change and i will. nothing can stop me from changing. hope i will really change for the better and not the worst.


sacrificing for the person you like is worthit! 100% worth it^^

Another Slack Day, Missing Her Day

slack the whole day, didnt really do any homework at all. just keep thinking... realised that thinking of something can allow time to pass quickly... what can i do now... being a friend of yours is all i ask for now... nothign mroe than that.. if still can be friends after all these misunderstandings or mistakes made by me, and yet we are still friends, this friendship will last very long. sort of like allowing our friendship to go through thick and thin. i'm hoping and wishing upon the star that we will still be friends one day, no matter how it is, i will wait(: must start my homework tomorrow. wait tomorrow need go do research for the MUN thingy!!!! sianx tio~~~~~ but nevermind, it will only last for 3 days^^ then it will be over!!!!! cant wait for the date of the thingy to come~~~ hahaha

I Didn't Change At All, The Better Me Will Always Remain The Same Since You Had Changed Me ^^

i change for you, and i will remain that inner changed self. i will never change back to my old ways after i had changed for the better. its out of sad-ness that i did that, treating her like you, she is your sub.... lucky i got out just in time before matter worsens... i did this twice before, this is the second time i did it... just for the 2 person i really like... after the first time, learnt that yao4 na2 de2 qi3 fang4 de2 xia4, but i just cant do it... everytime will go find someone... you all can hate me, or what so ever, but i didnt hurt anyon ein the end, i hope... i will forever remain as me, i will never for the worst after you had changed me. though we cant be together, but having you in my life is a turning point for me. dont wish to lose a friend like u(: a nice friend(: and dont need apologise lar, i'm the one who started all this stuffs. you got the rights to hate me too, but u didnt, just by that, i'm happy enough le(: jsut hope we cna be good friends in future. yeap, u didnt make the wrong choice(: always go for the person you really like(: (: (: i will support your choice all the way(: just dont regret wad u choice can le, choice carefully okie^^ and somethign very important!!!!! dont ever blame youself over this issue, its not your fault at all(: dont blame le uh. haha.
what is the past will remain as the past, i shall not go and get it back, neither will i regret that i had changed for the person i like. dont be troubled by this anymore(: hope you get over soon, i'm trying hard to get over, hope that 1 day i can.....

Thanks Lots For That Conver^^

Though its abt other things that isnt about us, but at least we chat, I fulfilled 1 of my wish(:

Another Slack Day

havent touch my homework yet GG-ed!!!!! hahaha. must sart tomorrow, thats what i had been telling myself for the past few days. still cant figure out the reason on why u dont wnat to speak to me now.... i will know when the time comes right? hahaha. a good way to encourage myself(: i hope you will talk to me soon, ral soon. we can still be normal friends, say hi when we meet, and chit chat alittle, now we are like total strangers le sia.... thats sad for me, i dont want to lose a friend. i always dont want to lose a friend, cause its hard to find the same good awesome friends i have. just dont want to lose you....
tomorrow got band! hahaha going my cousisn's house kope his psp! then going DJ Max
hahaha. 1000 combo^^ i hope i can achieve. then nothing much le, just jiayou to me for my holiday homework

Z : Hope To Talk To You Soon, Real Soon