Y She Had To Do This? She = XH

why u wana cut ur wrist? its nt worth it for a jerk like me sia.i want to see your wrist that day, but u don't want to let me see no matter what. so i saw the wrong wrist where there is no cuts, which is good lar. but i swear now, that i will look at that wrist and see how serious isit. if u sees this post, just don't ever do it again, please? you will find a guy alot bettr than me lar please, a jerk will always remain a jerk... haix... but if you cut your wrist because of others things, don't mind sharing it with me? maybe i can help you in a way or another, just don't cut yourself. even though i am just a friend, but to me, i have feelings for everyone as a friend, is only more or less... and i doesn't wish that my fried will get hurt, i just want to see the old and cheerful xh in future. i seriously hope so.my ears will always be there to hear you say your troubles. actually happy or sad things, u want to tell someone, yet u cannot find anyone, try finding me lar, i will sure be there de ;)

Juz Her Lor.... Everyting = Her, Her = Everyting :D

tml marks the dae i end my 14th yearold life, and start my 15th year old life, does it mean i have 2 start anew? the ans is yes 4 my stuidies, sec 3 already mah, if now don't work hard, when can i ever work hard sia. but the ans is no to, cause i just can't forget her lar, so wait is all i can do, and help her in the midst. lets chat about my twin jie, we were born on the smae day bt nt the same bt at the same place :D both of us are thomson hospital babies!!! i oni realise after she and a boy from my class stead, and we were like chatting about our bdae and we realised that we are from the same hospital, and she ren mi as di, i ren her as jie. tml we will be celebrating our bdae tgt with some good friends, i quite excited, cause it had been years since i last celebrate with my friends. n i had thought of anoth wish today. my second wish is to wish that i will always trust my friends,and we stay as friends forever. to mi, once you are my friend, u will always be my friend no matter what you all had become. and those who are my mei(s), my kor, my di and my TWIN JIE, will always be my di, kor and JIE, no matter what happens. i find most of my happiness from my friends and i found my trueself through friends, so i cherish my friends alot ;D talking about bdae, i hope something will happen tomorrow... thats all for today :D WISH ME HAPPIE BDAE TML HOR!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

I Wana B Wif Her...

my bdae is coming real soon. but this year, its going to be a special 1 for me. because i am celebrating with my jie! cool right? i have a jie who is only a few hours older than me, and we r born in the same hospital too! so its fate that had brought us together, so i ren4 her as my jie, cause she is older mah :D however this year is also a stressful year for me, cause i failed in my confession. i don't want to stress her too much, so i am willing n prepared to wait for her silently and helped her, protect her in the midst. she already had a stead, so thats what i can do.... people from my school says that i am a flirt, but they didn't know something, i already had someone in my heart, is only that she got a stead, and in order not to ley her stead sense anything, i will have continue to be like a flirt even though i had the mindset of becoming a changed person. i wun wait till my bdae to say my bdae wish, i will say it here and now. i wish for this year is that she will be happy instead of sad, no matter who she is with, if she is happy, i too will be happy, if she is sad, any person who make her sad will get it from me when i encounter them, even if i have to sacrisfy my own life. to me, i live for her, next is my parents. i will remain single till the day she gets married, then i wil find myself a stead :D a piece of advise to the stead of the girl i love, don't get angry that easy, if not, things will end off real fast, and by that time you wil get it from me because you make her sad, and by that time, i wouldn't care whether aree my friend or what.

Y Is The World Full of Darkness?

Feel like pourin everiting out frm within mi. coz i reali carn ta han(stand) animore liao. so sianx of myself. is noe-in sth wrong oways too l8? y carn i juz sae sorry n everitin is back 2 normal? dhen in tat case, dhere is no nid 4 dhe singapore police force alr. bt wad does it mean 2 a persojn tat his fren snatch his stead? wad does it actually means? how will dhe person feels? i neber tried b4, bt in the near future, neither would i wish 2 try lor. wad does true love means? likin sum1 4 more dhen 1+yrs, however, stil carn get her 2 aknowledge it(love). i am juz like ani other human beings or like an other bois, wif a heart n feelings. is it reali abt my past tat had made mi tis pathetic? sum1 once told mi tat in dhe future, no galz wil ever like mi, i guess she's correct coz i had alr given tat true love 2 sum1 else. in the past i'm considered a jerk, bt nw, i am stil considered a jerk. bt y ppl tink tat way? dhey duno mi? i duno dhem? or my actinos make them tink lidat? or wad? y ppl juz carn get 2 noe others by talkin 2 them more sia. y nt? i wil oways b waitin 4 no matter whr she is, how is she. juz wana b by her side protectin her silently n in dhe daek