Y Is The World Full of Darkness?

Feel like pourin everiting out frm within mi. coz i reali carn ta han(stand) animore liao. so sianx of myself. is noe-in sth wrong oways too l8? y carn i juz sae sorry n everitin is back 2 normal? dhen in tat case, dhere is no nid 4 dhe singapore police force alr. bt wad does it mean 2 a persojn tat his fren snatch his stead? wad does it actually means? how will dhe person feels? i neber tried b4, bt in the near future, neither would i wish 2 try lor. wad does true love means? likin sum1 4 more dhen 1+yrs, however, stil carn get her 2 aknowledge it(love). i am juz like ani other human beings or like an other bois, wif a heart n feelings. is it reali abt my past tat had made mi tis pathetic? sum1 once told mi tat in dhe future, no galz wil ever like mi, i guess she's correct coz i had alr given tat true love 2 sum1 else. in the past i'm considered a jerk, bt nw, i am stil considered a jerk. bt y ppl tink tat way? dhey duno mi? i duno dhem? or my actinos make them tink lidat? or wad? y ppl juz carn get 2 noe others by talkin 2 them more sia. y nt? i wil oways b waitin 4 no matter whr she is, how is she. juz wana b by her side protectin her silently n in dhe daek