Thursday, February 4, 2010

Everything Is Gone?

Did I do the right thing? Coz she's pissed, in the sense real pissed. Cause I threatened him? If thats the case, I can be enermy with them, but why must end until like that. I overheard a conversation between a teacher and 2 students, most likely they are from the same class, because they are talking a about a boy who had just broken up with his stead, and he got emotional, and shouted during class. He is avoiding his ex, but why? Can't he just be friends with her and maybe in the near future, both of them might get together again. . . I tink I am more like the boy, but in a different situation, but something related to it. We are good friends, but I love her more than just a friend or a good friend or a best friend. But tings turns 4 the bad just now, she got angry cause I threatened her stead? But yea, I admit that its abit overboard even if its just a joke, but why she doesn't want to tell me that she's angry on the day I threaten him, why wait until today? It hurts actually whenp see-ing someone you dedicate your life to, just sms me and say tat I can only reply these much(very little) because I need time to cool down. Even a hard hearted person, who loved a gal 4 so long, will get his heart broken just by that phrase, its nt exception for me. Maybe a sorry will do? I hope things are just that easy, but if sorry-s acted as a glue to glue my heart together back again, there will be scars being left behind. And I am still a boy after all, though people say I acted gay or say I am gay, I dun mind, if it can give a smile people's face, I dun mind being a gay. Boys have characters of a boy, of course, but, I still gt pride, is only I dun care much about it. Care too much wil only hurt each other feelings. I think I wil cry if I continue 2 write this post. So will end it off here. She the 1 who had changed me, make me realised wad is shi1 qu4 de4 tong4 ku3 n to cherish other ppl around me. I love you, SNOW~ If u al duno who is snow, she's the girl I love

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