Is It Reali Tat Difficult 2 Trust Me?

2day, nw, I am tinking abt Z. Mayb I get too emotional, or have a change of heart too quickly, bt yar. Juz have the type of special feeling towards her, n I trust tis type of feeling. I hope Z wun push me 2 any other gals if she dun like me or etc. Bt she wil b the third gal whom I wil love wif my whole heart. Bt sometime she wil get sianx/emo/sad, n I duno wad had gotten into me, I suddenly worry abt her, as in yar. Mayb she dun like me lah, bt I like her cn alr. Then it wil bcome tan1 lian4 again. . . Bt I found another gal whom I cn love wif my whole heart, y let it go? I give up on continue loving yuki is bcoz she n len r happy tgt nw, so if she's happy jiu4 cn le. Soa both of us bcome gd frenz! Hahaha. Nw I concentratinh in woo-ing Z! Hope I cn gain her trust, bt tats mayb goin 2 b a quite difficult ting coz of my past, however I wil do my very best 2 gain her trust. Wish al of u out there a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! N hope she wil b happy! N Z, u look gd wif ur fringe down, so dun pin it up alr lah, n 4 those who say tat ur fringe looks weird, tis shows tat they no taste! So dun bother them okay?