Failure! Am I One? Or Am I Not One?

Need to congratulate Z for her biology test result! CONGRATULATION Z! Hahaha. One week had past already yet my friend still don't want to accept my apology. Haha... Hope he will accept it soon. And tomorrow is my social studies test, suck at it totally. Hahaha. Two days never walk out with Z already, wanted to walk out with her, but she got her other friends to accompany then I need to go home myself. EMO! LONELY! SOLO-ING! I have this type of life style sia. Wish that i'm not alone... Didn't sms much with Z, as her sms exceeded already, tried to chat over the phone, but yea, her friends are with her then kind of inconvenient, and I understand(: So its alright to me. Only meet her in the morning, recess and after school. The happiest part of my everyday is morning! When i'm with her. Hahaha. Thought of getting angry before, but what's the use of getting angry? I might as well use my mind to think of her and the happy moments when I miss her. Will be optimistic no matter what happens(: Guess we won't sms that much until your message is being renewed which is around 2weeks more. Just want to tell you, Z, even if we never sms each other, my love for you won't fade a bit, instead will cherish every moment I spent with you. That will clear your doubt 3months ago. Though didn't tell you tat I miss, but I do, and its every second, every minute. And if I made you angry, pissed and worried in the past, i'm sorry, promise will try not to do it again. About the craps/gossip, I don't what can I do, if you want of to anything, just tell me, I will do my best(:

WHEN I NEVER GET TO CHAT WITH YOU FOR 1DAY, I'M LIKE A LIVING PERSON WITHOUT A SOUL IN IT. BUT MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NOT FADE, BUT INCREASE. I will be waiting for your reply. 2months and 9days to go. Half excited, half nervous. I hope that its a happy ending. But you must follow your heart and soul(: Missing you now, Z! ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): I will try to keep myself occupied in order not to think of you, if not I will break down...