Friends To Enemy? Or Friends Forever?

This week had been a long week for me. Hahaha. Lost a friend of two years, just because of my mood. No matter how much I apologise, if just don't want to accept it. If just ignore all my sms-s, send almost 1 sms everyday, and guess what, he called someone to tell me to sms-ing him. Why can't he just tell me himself? I know I had hurt you, but by calling someone else to tell me what you told her, maybe you think that its okay/alright, however, its not. You seriously ended our two years of friendship. I tried my best to get it back, though I failed, at least you can do so if you treat me as a friend. Whatever is being said out from your mouth, you just want me to feel guilty, that's what you always do. As a friend of your for two years, what are some of the .tricks' that you will use to make someone feel guilty is but saying what you don't really meant it from your heart. Though I know it all along, but I still chose to get that friendship back. People may say I'm desperate for friends, however, i'm not. I just don't want to see that our friendship just end like this. You said to me in the toilet that I disappoint you, and how can I say those stuffs to hurt your feeling. As me say the other part of what I think. If you never say Z's name, I won't also say W's name. Throughout the two years, everytime I am woo-ing some girl, and when we quarrell, you will always use the girl's name, I wil feel buay3 song4 inside my heart, but I still carries a smile and continue to 'quarrell' with you, but after the 'quarrell' is done, we are still friends. And I didn't go to the toilet 'to let water come out'(those who know what happened in the toilet, then you will know what I meant already.) I never cry in the midst of a quarrell is because I will try to amend for my mistake after that. But after our quarrell, I intended to go to your class apologise to you for what I had done. And secondly, I also intended to go to the toilet to wash my face to refresh a little, and 'release water at the same time' though I know that for girls, their best weapon is to cry(no offence to girls), but to me, on matter who cries, I will feel guilty as why can't I cheer the person up if that person is a friend of mine and why is that person crying. If disown me as a friend oak you feel better/happy then I will just let it. You may be not happy with of now and say 'You think people want to be your friend is it.'. I just a reply from deep inside your heart, I will silk be your friennp wel just be strangers. The above is dedicated to the person I offended during lunch time on 4th april.

Another friend of mine is at the 'losing' end, means I will lose her any minute on that day. This time is partially my fault too for not knowing the situation. I promised my lie that no one will know about this issue, however the person who know the incident, told someone else before telling me. And guessed what I promise my jie? I told her that nobody will know about this incident. Then problems occurred. My friend who told me about the incident told another girl about the incident before she told me. And the girl whom my friend said to went around spreading rumours, and she even changed the story by adding unnecessary information that are all not true. Then my jie was very sad. Sad ttm. She wanted to be away from this world. Haii. But a good thing is that she become optimistic, she won't care about the girl who had spread the rumour. And that girl is seriously very very very vicious! To my jie, on matter what happens, your di will be here to help out(:

Chocolate may allow you to have sugar rush/hyper-ness for that few minutes, but a lifetime happiness is the real thing that you should go for it. You already got len as your straight partner so you should go for it(: you've got your life, and I don't wish a good friend of be dragged into all my problems. Hahaha. And you got alot of friends that may be my enemy, so I don't want to put you in any spot. So yea. To my FOREVER GOOD FRIEND YUKI!(: