Am I Going Abit Overboard?

today early in the morning,woke up like soething was missing.. totally no tlike other mornings i had in my life. something is seriously missing in my life. so i went to hunt what is missing,in the end i found it. my whole heart was empty thought this is only the first day,everything feels weird to me, even usint the computer feels weird to me. dont know what to do.. how sia... now i am already feeling like this,if this persist on,how am i suppose to survive.. a living dead the most.. things happened differently in my life. things change each and every year, but some people dont change while others change a lot. its a good sign or a bad sign? you change my life, so do other people in my life. however the changing process is different some people make me think more before i do anything, while make me mature as in not that kiddy anymore. but what you did changed my life,maybe not 360 degree change, at least got a 180 degree change. you make me not care about what bad views or opinion other people have for you or me, its like i learnt something. though you might only treated me a s good friend, i treated you more than just a good friend, more than just a friend. i manage to survive the days without my handphone, and i can survive it once again. treat it as i had lost my handphone, and the time i find my handphone is the time a decision will be make. good or bad, we will still be good friends, i hope. nothing is impossible in this world, its just that whether we dare to dream or not. i tried and i hope i havent fail. giving up maybe a good options for other people but its never an option for me. i dont like to give up unless something really went wrong, or when that is the only option left for me.